well looks like she'll call Monday am about the toilet and hopefully bath tub too but if one the. would be toilet she asks if I'm ok I think it was just to see if I'm still alive apparently she didn't want to have to call 911 and be dead in my room. not because she cares but because she didn't want to have to deal with that and I'm not sure still far as trusting her about the will estate and ml account guess will make sure before passes away. it's hard to get up do anything when you are sick physically and mentally wishing I was dead now and fact she took everything from me for a normal life dating job friends car hotel time . now all I have is little shed house bedroom and den are for TV shows and movies and pop up tent for camping just to have something over my head like roof. that's why I like trees so much it was there when I had nothing gave me a little shelter over my head and cool breeze when hot. I had to get rid of my clothes and accessories so don't have much of that either. but I keep trying to survive even when so hard cause God doesn't want to take me right now either

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