so acting partly that I can't hear it is true I cannot hear that well but not totally deaf guess which was then I wouldn't have to hear her and her 2 evil ones and my eyesight is so much worse if I want to stay in my room till around between 5 and 7 I will when near her it's more depression ill feeling more and evil bad vibes so id rather just stay in my room away from it. I'm not hungry at all maybe around between 1 or 3 I'll be. I don't know I'm losing my appetite sleep getting worse than better and was from those 2 months or so I was homeless in my car at times when I had a car. the only way id go is from sheriff or police told me to and this whatever it is between us or what we had is gone she destroyed that when she caused me to be homeless ruined my chance of any kind of a better life and seems punished me for a mistake and misunderstanding and mainly misunderstanding she approved to put her debit card on Uber or Uber eats the what wasn't communicated which she doesn't communicate well anyway is the amounts for those times I ordered from Uber for rides and food but they made it to be like I took card added and did all that without asking and that isn't true and I've been punished for that ever since I came back to my room and little shed house by her if want to call her family doesn't real seem to act like a good family member would that's why I say nanny was my family period. I don't know even who these 2 that called themselves parents and family that died when I was treated like I didn't matter to my dad he preferred the son and a mother now that says she was lonely and was going to nursing home ok go but I'm not leaving here till I sell it period. I do envy the neighbor RM that was so close to her mother and her mother never did or acted like mine is but it is how it is sometimes you get lucky and have good loving parents and sometimes you just don't seems can't choose your parents at all cause I definitely wouldn't have chosen ones I had