she tries to do it again make me feel guilty or sorry for her about store but one the main reason is I don't eat same food or time as her and it's a struggle to eat one meal day it's mainly liquids and she has to eat the food up that she eats and liquids meaning protein shakes Gatorade and water is all mostly do she is one that always usually eats 3 meals a day and calls these 2 of her family members to store and seems talks about me cause my hearing isn't been good lately or eye sight and still have virus arthritis and scoliosis cause of the physically and mentally real bad where I just want to die in my bed asleep with my stuffed animal koala bear and not wake up. the lies the sneaky behaviors whispering if she doesn't get what she really wants that's what she does trying to get me to do store but I do store for me with food stamps benefits and she can have some of the water and little of the food I eat either one meal a day or protein shakes and liquids. so I don't feel guilty or anything pretty numb now and nothing surprises me the way she acts and does been that way forever. have to use sparingly and not much I order from doordash store and another day ordering my sleep medication. it's always can find someone worse then you she needs to have my caring and sympathy so don't know when she'll call her 2 other family. members for her food I do not eat or want I eat very little possibly just one meal a day or just protein shakes but a different day for only my sleep medicine period

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