seems to me that she constantly seens to be not. really telling the truth about ML account if not it will come out cause if I'm still alive and she goes before me whether it's nursing home or not she will make sure I get my fair share of ML account and house is mine and my little house shed. I just don't trust anyone period not even family. she says things to me and actions are saying same and she does same with BG and LG but I will not be homeless again I will stay right here if nothing left to pay for them will cancel the things I can live without. andi have little house shed too that I fixed up some but needs a good clean outside too like soap and water maybe and maybe a little paint white coat would be good I think I'll stick with cleaning soap and water first who knows. haven't been feeling very good at all lately. I'll be making Mac and cheese casserole with turkey bacon on top see how that is. and maybe a smaller spinach lasagna tomorrow or pasta salad will see don't know that either my eyesight has gotten worse hearing not the best now at this time and I hope God will see that I'm in pain and suffering trying bit by bit to survive but it's getting harder and harder