remembering as I told myself that she'll try anything to upset me to react and I will definitely not as motivated speakers have said. she constantly has to walk her feet so loud in hardwood floors and I don't care if she calls LG BG or whoever just leave me alone period and if go to nursing home fine I'll be here still or little house shed will not be homeless again and I haven't forgotten and wont she's done and before passing she will contact ML about the ML I get my fair part period no matter what. or I'll stay in here with pop up tent blankets and pillows and bag come with it and my little white table period with few purple light lavender color vases. and Wednesday order my pills pm lotion soaps and. condioner and face cream is it then after Wednesday like Fri or Saturday drinks eggs cheeses bread maybe and butter and chicken stock ice. creams and protein drinks coffee cake waters or honey buns. pick my battles she's doesn't evil stuff too like LG and BG and I won't forget that or that she thinks it will bother me if cancel anything I enjoy just would cancel her phone it needs to be period if she throws my food away or my liquids or pastas I would just throw her stuff away not dealing with this anymore I don't want to live wish I was gone today but here I am period

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