just go with flow save what I have and just do liquids if I do not get food. stamps anymore don't eat but one meal anyway she'll just have to continue to get with her 2 family members or whoever I will not anymore I'm sure it will not be fns benefits forever. I've been quite ill for awhile mentally and physically so hopefully I want be here in earth too much longer. she's the one who eats 3 meals a day period and eats peanut butter I do not before she drank all the water I had to put it up and gave her 2 to drink spareingly and looks like she hasn't really there's milk and ginger ale could have there should be more of food if hers but isn't cause she eats 3 meals a day and getting in my milk shake drink that I have usually around until she takes all the cookies in cream one that I've hardly been able to get no more she can have and finish up on of the vanilla one Plus I don't trust her at all at all period where's the document on the ML account when she passes don't see it anywhere and she has ruined me for any chance to work date have somewhat of a lie because she's so lonely that I have to be here and if not she puts away my stuff or throws them away all I have right now is my room my little house shed my bathroom and den area my koala bear stuffed animal

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