if she does this LG BG and CP to come out here for store then I'll go for a long walk till they leave and I'll have nothing to do with her period just the 100 check each month that's it what is least she can do and money I deserve with my fair part of ML life insurance and this house is mine till I die or she does. it seems according to what I read online that she is trying to use and do this to me to see if I'll react or do store and Im not now till 17th of each month as long as I have it when don't just liquids period. how can I trust and be around this person that I don't want to alot when she tries over and over to get either LG BG or CP to do store I only drink liquids and eat one meal a day she eats usually 3. so maybe go to nursing home but I'm not going anywhere I will stay till I die or she does period i won't ever be homeless again. if CP comes I'll go for a long walk till he leaves . it will proven to me that she cares less for me and really wants her son that is fine wouldn't be surprised I knew it wish not but is so now I don't have to talk or anything with her just be here till death or she passes. just seems all planned and better not try and read my journal blogger pages it's private

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