hopefully God will take care of me where i dont have to keep dealing with money problems negative balances duplicate charges that were taking out of both accounts by doordash and the LG will stop calling me and leaving us alone at least me my mom says things but usually her actions dont match what she says period. my back hurts body aches and flu like symptoms everyday and night and also I suffer mentally every day and night just wishing I was dead cremated in a vase with my koala bear al I ask is to die without pain to sleep and never wake up again but here I still am don't know what's going to happen with me don't really have a true loving family my mom's hasn't always been the best. I miss so much my nanny my babies I lost and one I had I miss happiness all I am now is barely can fight to stay alive and survive. I don't want to ever talk or see LG and BG again. and if mom goes in nursing home with ML account money I am staying here I will not be homeless again period and if she goes before me I will stay in this house until she has died and cremated in a vase that I guess I'll keep. hopefully if I go first she'll cremation of me in a vase by my koala bear stuffed animal either here in house with her or wherever else. I'm tired of problems living waking up I just wish everyday please take me now. I'm tired of dealing with money in my accounts problems and mail. just don't want that or deal with anymore I want total peace sleep and never wake up

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