here it is Wednesday August 6 of me not going to eat anything just drinks some. the bathroom my bathroom is not being fixed that is basic need that one should always have and she isn't having it fixed so I have to use her dirty one. guess it will be a while before I die why is it so long for her to still be here God she has taking away me getting any of it she chose her family to be BG and LG so I'm stuck here not by choice by circumstances. she is evil mean cruel so I guess in my room with my stuffed animalkoasla bear in the only room I like in this house. she isn't a Christian her and her 2 evil family members a Christian would not just let your bathroom not work or be fixed a Christian would see that your really sick with a bad virus and not be there for you help you but all I have is my bear my room and my bed i wouldn't be surprised if she cancelled spectrum for my Internet and cable TV. I know I don't want to hate anyone so I'm not but I don't like her at all or love or care she hasn't for me most of my life. she took away my chance of a job relationship money family and friends that's a sign of emotional abuse and neglect. why my question is she still here no need to be she's not going to start now and leave for me what should. I am very weak sick alone to suffer everyday and night why cant you God make her suffer like I have most of my so called life. hopefully bad vibes will reach to her and she'll then see and feel the pain and suffering I have had and still have i don't want to live anymore or try or anything it's too much when your so sick and weak and biological mother isn't fixing your bathroom cause toilet broken and shower clogged too just not right i think she should be punished for that among other things God. I'm turning all that to you to handle i cannot

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