here it is have nerve about taking the butterfly pillow not to take without asking but she been in my room and thrown my things away without asking. I think she's mean cruel devil actions to see if I'll get upset cause that's what they want my nanny her mother was always mothytome when she wasn't wish she would have gone instead of any . I'm tired of being judged condemned over and over when she has been a thief as well. again I've lost my apetite . I've seen parents in you tube still in loved with their adult child.dven the harsh of killing someone they still are there for their son me no id on get that I don't want to be here alive period how much longer do I have to live and suffer and barely surviving I think she wishes I would die so she wouldnt have to deal with me period. it's not choice it's God's she should as I have said before she should have aborted me or adoption but no selfish actions as usual