here I am again woke up aby10 am Saturday and feeling dizzy ill sick loose tooth still and unfortunately still alive I don't know if she has lied or is it truth when she passes am I on anything the house estate the life insurance and I on those at least or am I on nothing I wouldn't be surprised if not on any i think ML I don't think I'm on maybe less amount of any but I think not seems a punishment for one bad mistake I made and it was a misunderstanding period. she still likes talking about me her BG and LG probably DF or whoever else LG could tell . I'm just hoping I die before her cause I am still in pain everyday and suffering and sick and weak. not much peace seems evil from a family member is what I seem to receive a lot by God is my rock and will take care of me just have to believe that knowing her she can't wait till 8/17 well it's on her I have to really save on fns benefits dont know when it will completely end. it hurts a bit when you thought someone would never betray or out to hurt and destroy you but it's true it's the so called biological mother I still don't know if receive 100 dollars ckin for August I don't see it and not sure note guess will write the note till I get check or an answer