guess im still alive pn earth here with a biological mother who doesn't seem to have the qualities of a good mom guess that's why I gave my daughter up. the thing that so called biological mother should have done for me instead she kept me so I could watch and see how much they really wanted a son. she took everything mostly from me can't work cause terrible mental bipolar depression and physical problems too but seems in disability stand point I'm not disabled which they aren't me they don't know what Ive dealt with and still are dealing with she took about me having a car cause couldn't pay and can't see very well now that I'm 55 wish I couldn't hear either maybe I'll try that can't hear what she saying they are clogged up and nose stuffed up and body aches flu symptoms can't sleep well or much or eat much either. she has taking hotel times I had because she doesn't want to be alone what a joke she has taking away any chance that I could date and changed will several times and I know it was LG and BG that said to jp and DF that I was unstable cohersing that's a joke I don't cohearse anyone and a thief they said when jp too has stolen lied and forgetful and can be unstable. I have nothing now but my bedroom which I like my little house shed yes mine my koala bear so far for now my movies and shows and phone. I did cry and hurt in pain so much that now I'm numb don't have anything left. I don't like my bathroom for sure seem to find bugs every now and then in there. I try to hang on waiting for God to take me or do something for me making sure I get my part in her will but all I have is an old will life insurance and by phone she did 75 me and 25 percent CP so where is it. I think that's a set up telling me she did to be quiet I will for now but when she's terminal then she needs to make sure.