don't get it fixed bathroom I knew that it's a sign of abuse neglecting to make sure I have basic needs and she can't and doesn't even do that. I don't think God she'll listen to you I have come to you many times to fix this and with her evil it's not going to happen so why can't she die she's not here for me we aren't close at all or why can't I die certainly not because of her you know that and so do I do why what is your plan God