again noo bathroom fixed with toliet and bathtub. so still have to use her bathroom or if that not working then probably outside don't like that but have survived with that due to when I was camping I believe it's true so called biological mother 5 days no bathroom I have to use hers and pretty dirty too. so 5 days and 2 more days would be a week no bathroom already dont have a dryer or washer to work the oven and stove about our wish it would be like to see what she does about that. I'm not heartless I'm with God not the devil I think she's done enough destroying any chance of a life I could have had so I'm resentful there and there is no relationship between us because of her actions so I am stuck here or my little house till she dies it I die hopeful wirh that lt me first in this house so she can deal with it the cruelty mean and just heartless is beyond the only relationship we have now is we have to live in same house I didn't choose this but is what it is hopefully she'll go in nursing home or whatever I'm done with it all I feel hopeless confused shocked sick sufffering in pain and is not going away. let's see if she continues to write 100 dollars checks if not guess I'll be in my room till she goes to bed starting today

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