wow then she says BG and LG are at Windsor run not sure if true or not but I remember motivation speaker said silence and don't respond so that's what I'm doing throat hurts sucks to talk normal have to whisper I don't even think she had Mac and cheese casserole and salad ok then she had ice cream and a little cupcake . sometimes I wander if she forgets to eat I do cooking I can't make her eat and saying I coherse her to make her leave me all the estate and my part in ML account she does what she wants but it isn't right to leave me out and get nothing and be homeless when she passes I'm in this house mainly cause my little shed house and my bedroom and for my shows on tv cause I can't afford to go on my own hopefully that old will is good and still 75 25 with ML but is what it is she's been all over the place with this old age thinking I was calling anybody don't think so I can't even talk have to whisper so negative there. I just don't know am I still on the ML as 75 percent and CP 25 or is it the opposite wouldn't surprise me if opposite for me.

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