why would someone do that to their own daughter really and expect after she punishing me I do that enough to myself constantly. I can't eat have to drink liquids I'm sick all the time depressed wondering why sucide attempts worked for some but not with me and God knows the relationship to my so called biological mother we are not at all close anymore so it can't be because of her God so why guess my only way is trying in the garage with no air with my koala bear it's seems those no peace no kindness no caring no understanding just expectations of me for her if not she lies or does whatever she can to destroy me I have nothing so you want me with absolutely nothing seriously no will no house no nothing but a little house shed how can I carry my pop up tent I can't there's so much of evil in here then she wants to bring more. no wonder Im wearing black all the time now it's how I feel have to make sure I they aren't coming cause I can't be around the judging the condeming anything with them trying not with her either. if done get my liquids tonight will order Friday. it seems something is not right it feels like here goes. with the phone ringing see what evil that is dont know and don't want to know period what's with the keep me posted crap trying day br day make best of it yeap best in trying to make me suffer what doing now get me to go away when asking me going anywhere tonight how am I doing that I have no car no money job nothing you pretty much saw to that for sure even when I'm barely hanging on seems can't make important photo calls get judged and condemning on that too looks like and the doordash is under my name the EBT for food and my first citizens bank card for non food items not anything with her period