who knows if she'll call those 2 that are non family to me especially LG but BG not good either telling me to shut up pointlng his finger at me then with LG fist in my face and angry and tells df and jp my own mother agreed that I'm unstable partly due to her and thief she was too and unstable just don't get how they just like talking bad about so much just don't know what's that about I know all ganging up on me for sure I'm guarded and non trusting and don't believe anything she does or says cause I know God is on control he will take care of it and me and the only forgiveness I care about is God only I would not be surprised if they come here this coming week for store and I don't believe a word she says she lied cause as soon as I opened my door she was like whispering a little loudly and lied about it cause I don't lie I may have done other things before but I do not lie but they all do it's like cant keep my name out of their mouths saying she might hear me I know what I heard. what else are they going to do bring cp in it she has done that before or jl or didn't want me to hear what saying so I know what it is regarding it is a shame that a person like her who has stolen and is unstable sometimes it's all judging and condemning me and I know it's regarding the stupid will I know I'm not on any of it due to a mistake and misunderstanding that they want to still punishi me for a mistake and misunderstanding I did. it's why I need to be cautious and guarded silence and detach mentbi know she lied cause I know what I heard ears are going yet. I don't want anything to do with any of them so best to pretend I'm not here I do it with so called mother all the time I'm stuck her not a choice no where else to go. I don't know what he said then she responded can't talk loud just came out of her room don't want her to hear me. I think something is going on with them not sure what but I really don't care Charge it I don't care anymore hopefully I'll be dead soon before her. that's why I don't trust cause she lies and uses memory loss what else are they trying to do I think what they've done is more than enough and I'm supposed to take care of her seriously no way nope I think I'll still be silent and detach she's lying all of them all and want to keep talking about me nope I want to be alone so let me be you've all done enough to me . acting like doesn't remember please that's ridiculous. I cant keep going on and on what going to do she doesn't communicate at all with me just let find out when I find out. what is next getting DF to get involved with lwr. on what enough is enough I don't think they'll be happy till I'm completely destroyed but forgot I'm already in that place no need anymore but you'll never know with them there sneaky evil whisper and silence I know that is what was done and I think it is due to the will good don't care anymore I'm staying here now till I or she dies and I believe so hopes it's me