what will July 4 bring me today I know everything is closed is what is it's a holiday. I think just movies for me today and mostly in my room for sure silence and detach. i don't trust her. will put paper on desk for her to write for 7/17 the 100 dollars a month. trying to save at least 20 dollars a month till I get at least 600 or 700 dollars to put away for intown suites or extended stay when she passes I'll go there hopefully be able to have the ML part that I get, li too and this estate and everything in it to sell these are the goals the reality might be to save for camping grounds where pop up tent can be at may have to pay fees I may need someone to fix my pop up tent too but hopefully too I can get the sleeping bag, pad and maybe a backpack. said when camping have to have water maybe protein bars I have blanket and comforters can fold to be a sleeping bag if need to may need a sleeping pad or not will see. it's back up always have to be prepared she could abandon me again and cause me to be homeless again will see. she isnt all good she has stolen my stuff and throws away without asking and other places and things she can be unstable can't blame old age there's people that are old and don't do that so before judging me and condemning me and leaving me out of a will. need to see she isn't good either at least I admitted my truth with that she only told half truth. again I pray to you God keep these evil persons from me trying to cause me suffering again and again and again. I have to detach and silence it is best for me.