she's lied so much to me I don't believe a word soon as I come out of my room she said can't talk loud right now she may here I don't lie I know she said that you can say what you want I'm not going anywhere till death or little house I'm done I don't want anything else to do with anyone period silence and detach thank you God I know she lied and now I know she's not leaving me anything except life insurance, I guess the house who knows I don't care anymore I am waiting for God to take me since I don't get why he keeps stopping me from letting that happen you know God that she said that and they did too that's fine judging and comments used to that when devil comes either by the phone or in person I know what I heard I don't lie and God heard it so whatever I don't care anymore I'm used to this they can talk about me that's fine they don't know me they can do whatever her too al I need is god and my koala bear I know how they are they don't know me and obviously own mother don't either time to detach silence and stay in my room and not come out that's best for me just don't listen they like to do this to get you upset so maybe you would go of course I would if I won the lottery or whatever it is my problem and hers u have deal in this life because of the judging the bring me down of a misunderstanding and mistake that they have no clue about maybe they'll all go to nursing home together I wouldn't be surprising that's probably the only way I'll get peace and then guess I have to find job since guess I'm not getting anything ok not surprised sneaking keeping things from me that's ok because I'm not going to eat anything starting Monday and probably no drinking either for a week I think that would work for sure just ignore Dont talk to her or anyone just stay in your room ok no one can make you come out of you don't want to. believe me if I had money job I wouldn't be here but I don't so this Is my room and my little house taking enough

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