she threw away my food too like my cereal I had like 3 boxes and all gone out to trash can. she is mean cruel and heartless and evil and I want no part of it Im in my room or little house if feel ok clean the little house outside part of it with some light soapy water. she also pretty strange in her closet closes then opens it I don't trust her at all don't know what's next my bear is right be cautious guarded so I a she's taking everything from me just about and seems keeps doing so. I feel so so sick cannot eat or hardly sleep it's just lost my appetite all this evil but apparently still here only cause of God. I look out my window and see RM is lucky to have had a very loving and caring mother me not at all. I'm done no more trying it's been with the silence thing pretty long and Im better off with that don't remember real much seems my memory pretty much failing too. it's my right if I don't talk or have anything to do with her unless it's about the 100 dollars check that's it until I die or something else. I'm being judged condemned punished by some human so calling mother don't care about the other ones I don't really know them but what I have seen pretty bad as long as God has my back I'm ok