just as I am seeing again with jp and her 2 LG and BG nothing better to do then talk about mone of them have a life they have to mess with the tiny bit that I have or start trouble I know that doordash is in my name with EBT and my first citizens bank card doordash notes are in here that there under my name nothing to do with her period you think I would really go through that again nope don't think so. I don't have to talk or do anything for with jp I am doing liquids not food it makes me sicker I prefer liquids with protein especially with my throat hurting and lymph nodes swelling I'm tired of having to keep waking up wish I wasn't but apparently it's not my decision it's God's. I'm leaving all this with these crappy non family members to me LG and BG. jp is just biological mom I had no choice there wish nanny was in tired of being accused of things that I didn't do she lied about half of that mistake and misunderstanding will see this early evening or tomorrow for my liquids protein shakes. my motivational speaker says to let them talk about you judging you condemning you making up lies about you they you be silent detach and walk away I have had enough sneaky behavior whispering the only reason she knocked on the door this am is to make sure I'm not dead cause she doesn't want dead body here or smells or have to handle cremation my vase with my koala bear well you may have to I'm not giving up finding a way to pass on. I don't know if I'm getting anything in will but life insurance maybe the house I know the little house is mine not sure about ML account either. I feel extremely numb and very sick mentally and physically. I barely sleep and barely eat cause of being ill and the stress that is slowly killing me which would hurry up. I thought she's going to the store since she has to eat so bad 3 meals a day yucky. leaving me alone is the best and least you could do after all things that you've done to. me period. if they don't come for store today by 5 I will order my liquid protein shakes and iced coffee drinks water gingerale cans and Gatorade drinks. they have already done enough to me jp mainly and I am putting the vibe out on her for karma. you don't have to react you walk away silence and detach which I'm doing and will continue to do I want nothing to do with any of them non family members to me is BG and LG the only I have left isn't good either especially jp. God please take all that that I am saying I'm giving it to you to handle the 3 main ones is jp who ruined my life then we have BG and LG who like to get involved and judge and condemn me over and over again and whispering too which jp lied about I Dont trust anyone and that was done by jp and the relationships through the years. so I'm giving it now to you God you take care of it and those 3 who try to do nothing but destroy me.. I just want to sleep watch my movies and true crime shows and my tv shows in peace intil I die which I'm hoping soon than later not sure what kind of crap they are trying to do but I want no part of it period Keep the devilious behavior upon those 3 jp LG and BG thanks