I'm 55 5 years from 60 hopefully I won't be still here please God please enough back and forth I try pills or liquid sleep medicine or she goes journal and God that I don't need to keep living spare me cause I know in my heart no matter if she denies it she I think listed to non family members to me to leave me absolutely nothing from one big mistake and misunderstanding again she stole too and can be unstable, neglect emotional abuse manipulatiion and very much abandoned and she ruined what she could of me ever have a normal life I really don't want to be here I'm only here for my room and my little house shed and for TV for movies and shows it's not for her. I have nothing document or anything that says I get 75 percent and he 25 with this crappy ML account instead of a bank account. again listened to LG and BG .I'm tired and sad and can't eat for the trmendous pain betrayal neglect emotional abuse and very manipulated why would I ever want anything to do with her she doesn't care that I have lack of sleep and can't eat which mainly from what she has done to me in this stupid will well if and since I believe I'm left with really nothing except life ins and little house I'm not even sure that will the old one is still valid oh well God be with me and take me before her so I won't have to keep dealing with whispering and mean cruel behaviors and fakeness it's like I'm beinh punished over and over and over again and judged and condemed when I know that she has stolen things of mine and thrown away and she has stolen from places and has showed unstable actions herself. it's hard being in this house with this devil acts of biological mother and her 2 family members. well I'll wait for God or whatever else and still be silent and detach and hopefully sooner than later it will happen cause I just have a gut feeling that I'm not in the will guess enjoy house now at least your here now and ignore be silent and detach and walk away if something upsets me will do hopefully karma for the bad will happen to jp LG and BG I put it out there.

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