ii dont trust or like her I barely respect her and I don't love her either who does this why should I do anything with or for her when she herself as stolen and lied and as been unstable too it's fake and phony I want nothing I mean nothing to do with her she doesn't care about if I live longer than her or. if I die before her cause she has changed the will several times where it looks like I only get the little house which is definitely mine and the life insurance policy but this estate I'm not sure what is truth they at TJ office that old will is still valid every time she goes with BG and LG she comes back even more evil and lied and forgot my neuosporin she lied so she doesn't have to deal with it she says are you ok in there and no I am not having been now for 55 years I'm tired of surviving and fighting to stay alive what for not for so called mother if it doesn't involve about her she doesn't care so I'm staying in my room mostly all day to maybe 5 or 6 . I'm trying what I can to go sooner so I want have to deal with it is the financial part left from ML 75 percent me 25 percent CP or absolutely nothing and this old will not valid. it said I think in the old will that I get the estate and all in it not sure about financial part and she won't even check on that period so why should I even care for her period. she is fake, evil, and a liar and I detach and silence with her too until I die in best room in house my room with my koala bear. the sneaky behaviors I just sick of that too if you knew you were going to do this then why would you have me period to be in this world and suffer everyday till death. I don't want to talk see or anything except the least to do is 100 dollars check. I didn't ask for all this and she has taking any possibly to have a normal life so I very resentful to her for that. I don't want to hang on for what I have nothing how does someone cope with that