I see she could care less and I don't either I can do with out food really but in 7/17 6 days from today just order for me since not eating much been sick mentally and physically and not sleeping well either due to virus physically and mentally real badly can't believe still I'm still alive dont want to be around regarding all this will stuff just knowing inside that I'll have to be homeless in my little shed house I fixed up or my pop up tent for camping. it seems she'll have to do LG and BG from now on with groceries or maybe nursing home cause I'm done with i don't eat much at all if at all just drinks protein shakes drinks I don't think with her son will want to he is in locust NC not here and has his own family which I did if I did certainly would not be here it's not a choice to be here or want is need I'm already physically sick pretty bad for the months homeless first for about a month in car then sold car for place to live more important than a car 2,000 even went to cash it and that runs out I even in the cheaper motels. hopefully I will have some money for the temporary housing or so at extended stay or in town suites only trying to start saving 20 dollars a month just in case from 100 dollars check a month she still agrees to should after she took my chance of ever having a life. may God be surrounding me from who ever comes here including cp jp and LG and BG cause chance they could all get together and destroy me even more even if I'm already at the bottom period