I just don't have it in me to fight anymore for myself there's nothing for me to live for I am not even sure if the house of the ML account part I will get and I don't want to have to survive anymore in being homeless in camping in a campground area. I think this person has taking everything she could from me enough is enough for me to keep surviving I think will start with just liquids for a week than if I am still not feeling that I'm dying then will go with no food for a week. I don't want to have to face anymore games that she and her 2 devil people play. I'm tired and I'm done I just want silence peace and alone time no more showers just sponge bath and wash hair shampoo today only and I don't want to talk let's try that for a week there's no air in garage could try that too or some kind of home remedies I could use I don't want to talk fight eat mainly just drink and hopefully it will be quicker than 2 to 3 months still live if not then go 2 weeks with just fluids if eat no food want have to do food stamps anymore cause I won't be eating just her I don't want to stick around to find out if I get my part of ML account or this house to sell and everything in it. And all I get is the life insurance of only 10,000 dollars how can you like off that forever I'm punishing myself enough why am I being punished from jp df LG and BG that's just wanting to destroy me and I'm tired of being manipulatied emotional abuse neglect and abandoned and having to go be homeless again to survive in woods area with just a tent blankets a chair when my little house ls better shelter especially with window open also not going to be able to pay student to loan back with no income and she doesn't leave me anything but life insurance. I think it what has happened and still Happening it's best that I don't talk just silence and act like lost my voice cause my throat it is what it is hopefully that will give me peace cannot go anywhere cause no money to survive I'm extremely sick from the other times homeless because of this so calling mother nothing in writing from ML all I have is the estate in writing and items in house my little house for sure . the weird behaviors yesterday staring at me like she did with some smirk pretty evil vibes here I am getting punished and if I am still alive and don't go before her who knows when I have to face homeless again from an abandoned mother I'm done with holidays too depressing done with birthdays reminds me never should have been born I just want my room bed pillows and my bear no one or nothing else it's hard to fight anymore so this day forward I give up I'll just drink my fluids all day today and she can find food I'm done with that too no food stamps just getting liquids from now on for me only

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