i gave jp biological mother towtir check 100dollars a month she agreed upon I put in on top of her dresser around 11 or 12 to write for date 7/17 and I have not received it yet guess hot to try again on7/17 since nothing still is guaranteed that I get this house and my part in ML account all I know definitely is little shed house and life insurance not sure on old will is it valid don't know do I get my part in ML not sure there's nothing in writing just phone call between jp and DF. hopefully I won't live too much longer cause it's been so bad lately I just want to sleep and never wake up again would be the best way to go with my koala bear stuffed animal you never know what kind of evil sneaky mean behaviors your going to wake up you just have to be silent detach and don't react when you do it's what they want you to do they will never get that again period. I expect the worse cause that's what Ive been getting. oh well really doesn't surprise me at all. so probably going to drag it out the 100 dollars check each month that's how she does take care of each other that's a joke I've been sick forever don't see shes taking care of me and sneaky behaviors regarding the will seems playing games and I'm not playing those evil games

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