I don't trust any of it however she left will as the last I want to talk to about ML account my part in receiving I don't know what will happen I'm not guaranteed that when she told me before I was and that I will always be taking care of Dont see that really after sneaking behavior and no communication it makes me see that LG snd BG are on it and maybe CP but not me so why Lord should I even try anymore I don't want to have to survive again being homeless it made me sick before sure it will again hard to get jobs seems like the older you get but guess wouldn't have a choice I guess especially if I don't get social security benefits at 65 or67 if I live that long hopefully God it will come sooner for me to me I don't really have a family after what she has put me through no job no relationship no kinds one adopted and 3 other miscarriages 2 boys and a girl the first miscarriage at 2 months pregnant was Dawson Kaden Ryder and other boy was Easton Kody Weston and girl would be Hartlee Riley Willow and other boys named in the list was Brayden cooper Liam and Ashton Brody hunter and girls was Miley jayde Laney Emory those were top 2nd pick for girl or boy was Emerson Finley and Sidney Rowan and Avery either both would be Avery Preston and girl would be Avery Briana or Brynn and Addison Brynn or Addison Harper bunch of good names was Hartley Addison and boy was Dawson Ashton Kaden but hopefully Ill see them in heaven sooner than later and my nanny. I can only pray will do so

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