I don't have to deal with LG and BG talk or whatever to them it's my choice and I choose not to. further I am away from them the better detach no reaction and silence if God went through it with his own people I can too. they are evil sneaky judgemental condemned people if you want to call them that. but they aren't my family they are hers and if it makes the feel better to talk about a person who is broken lost damaged neglected depressed real bad and sick physically go right ahead I don't have to listen to react to it just staying silent and Waiting for God to take me is all I can do . cause they want me to react. the unstable part that she called me is true but a thief and cohersing her to do things that is not true I don't cohearse anyone period if anyone was cohersing her it would be LG and BG not me I can barely hang on and take care of me. I have one side of me saying go ahead and do it suicide you'll be better off no one cares about you not even your biological mother she could care less she hopes you do so she won't have to leave you anything in the will the. the other side says just hang in there keep surviving it will be ok I God have forgiven you and I know you have remorse and will never do it again. that's correct having trouble listening to that one with the severe bipolar depression I don't really want to keep living to find that the last of family I have is betraying me and those 2 are not my family they are hers. I know I've done wrong but it's not like theyve never done anything wrong also they don't know that she has stolen before and can be unstable too. also I never yelled at LG I did hang up but not yelled I'm more quiet so that was a lie, she lied to TJ estate lwr. she lied about things of me she doesn't know me well at all so. she doesn't know what I go through everyday they get a kick and enjoy putting down someone who already is. in dark place. I'm letting God handle all of them I'm done with that with the silence no reaction numb walk away just for peace I continue to hopefully keep having. good luck to me

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