doesn't surprise me she hasn't gotten on hand Neosporin if it isn't about her she just won't do it period. so I am detach nd and silence and pretend she isn't here whatever I can do to help mentally cause I really don't want to live or be here God doesn't mistakes true but what was he thinking when he put me with parents who wanted the son and I had to be the back up I wasn't truly loved and cared for if that is case should have aborted me or adoption for me to have a chance for a life not this where I resent this so called mother who if I was gone for hour's my stuff would be thrown away so can't work or date have a normal life I'm stuck in an abnormal life . she has changed the will several times cause I wasn't here that's not right or good either and she puts her son more to give who she doesn't even see period. I'm done with anymore of a relationship with her she is my biological mother doesn't mean she's a true mother as actions have shown she isn't if I still have to still be alive which I don't understand why can't be for her so why God am I still here why can't I die like one of my family members who said wasn't feeling well going to lay down and never woke up. I have no one the person I thought who I did isn't really the truth it's lies and I won't no part of her I'm stuck here cause the homeless thing has made me really ill. I think it's best I stay in my room till like 5 or 6pm i am going to pretend she isn't here or just live in helper it's best for me with that I want nothing to do with her period except the 100 dollars a month check that's it