asking me all time an I ok when you knew or should by now I'm not on I don't understand why I am still barely surviving dealing with pain everyday and night mentally and physically she just asks cause she doesn't want to find me dead in my room and to deal with getting my body out and how it looks not genuine at all or doesn't want me to lose my foot it's not cause caring it's cosmetic not the fact to just simply care none of that proves when she's changed will several times pretty much left with nothing basically how I came into the world