again wow must be really something to talk about me so much and saying I know I know several times I don't have to eat if I don't want to i can drink liquids she said just taking care of her ok do that whenever they do come just detach and go silent ok no one can hurt you unless you let them so true. take care of each other that they that's a joke I don't have to speak to anyone if I don't want to it's my decision. I know I'm not in will anymore and I wasn't expecting to be that's what devil lady and minions do those are actions I will have my headphones loud on sure lucky rm ok I'll try to drink my liquids and rest and hopefully God will take me soon here goes LG was on phone seriously probably up to something when you are used to not being treated good then you expect that. have to see when she calls and sees when there coming said something about 10 1030 tomorrow. I want them to pretend I'm not here and leave me alone seriously she has no problems really she don't know what problems are she hasn't been homeless 2 or 3 times maybe another time not sure when could be soon but I'm going to the little house shed is mine should have never had me treating me like I'm a criminal who knows I do one big mistake and misunderstanding and then this judgement happens. I prefer liquids nothing wrong with that. now that I don't have to do that anymore the store thank goodness and she says nothing isn't always about me really it is cause I hear I know I know she says you should know you had to have me. I'm. waiting on her call back wonder who LG on phone with DF po po maybe would not put anything past her period evil comes in all ways and looks like hitting the family. I did one big mistake then I'm judged condemned I knew it the evil vibes wish I was someone else or dead one I guess the 100 dollars check is done not surprised there will see end of this week and 911 she would have to pay cause she called not me will wait till about 330 or 4 to order my protein shakes etc or nothing if don't have money to will the sleeping medicine I'll just not eat or drink at all if I have to barely trying to take care of me but isn't working right now after putting me what she has done I'm not taking care of her I don't expect her to of me she will probably cancel cable and Internet what ever not surprised with that either I wouldn't be that's see if can keep going it's not going to work it's just material things she keeps saying I know I know or whispering light and low of me

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