who knows if these are lies keeping things from me in showing more of neglect abuse manipulation and abandonment and since no guarantee of ML account at all or anything for that matter got to always have a bck. up. plan and to survive and deal with homeless again not by choice by circumstances I was put in already been several times for several months and she theifed and lied and unstable too saying BG and LG in the wr. now or soon if not now always stated weird things that aren't true I think I'm going to be silent till death and I'll get my cheapest liquid sleep medicine and pills too and hopefully soon than later I will die and I won't have to worry about any of this she would in paying for my vase to have my koala bear there and cremation and pay what ever is left hopefully God will let me go from this world and place where I'm only being abused neglected manipulated and abandoned if not I'll wait till so right here and 7 pm in den or 8 hopefully she'll go to bed early I want no contact no talking just silence and don't bother me period you have done plenty of enough now

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