well thank God that have God is not easy dealing with someone so called family that has turned in devil ways I didnt do anything so what else could be coming soon maybe she should go nursing home or somewhere I'm done completely I know she's lying she's done it before that is what devil does I just want peace guess not going get it how much more will it be God maybe I'll die first with her to blame thanks for the venting better than what could be like she wants to do next door neighbor has best mom mine just tried ways to destroy me but she forgot I already am destroyed broken damaged so nothing else will matter make sure I get going first as in death because of her mainly constantly the emotional and neglect and manipulation