well it's ok today but I don't know forever till I'm dead or her still not sure if my name is on the will as primary for estate ML account should be after what I've put up with hopefully I'll see sometime end of this week it is getting ready dealing with the changes a lot with it and even different places. but I won't forget she'll need to call the number begins with 556 704 cause trust is broken in baby steps only to gain back in actions but who knows maybe I'll die before her and if that one thing doesn't happen with a lawr. or pol. cause if so that would be the very bottom and things done as well the thieving at CVS the throwing away my stuff with no permission from me the neglect abuse and manipulation for quite a bit of years, throwing out my food I got she didn't ask for permission and making up stuff that I didn't do all I did was what was mistaking and misunderstanding as well and did help some with CVS thing but. mainly it was her then the abuse from BG yelling at me to shut up with finger in my face made my depression a lot worse had to detach and LG putting her fists in my face close to me and was called unstable and that I yelled at her and hung up on hung up yes yelling no they don't trust me well good I never trusted them my mom has abandoned me several times for months will really nothing had to kick in survival skills and don't know if that's last that would be of me becoming homeless again and who knows for life cause she prefers to give everything to LG CP and BG which I always said should have given me up or abortion but no brought into this world where I deal with very much pain physically and mentally and emotionally that isn't going away at all. when I'm asked I'm honestly not mother lies about almost everything and has caused me a lot of broken damaged neglected and manipulation for years that I've dealt with and moved on from it cause I have no place to go, I don't know what else will be in store for me because she's always changing and not for the good usually pretty mean devil actions ways seems guess just have to know God and angels will be there to help me through it since everyone else is against me and it is family who you least expect but for me I'm not surprised. good luck to this life if still have one don't know looks like death my be sooner real sooner than later I'm going to need too God and angels to help me through august etc to make it through and hopefully those 3 people mainly the 2 won't ever come back here again but who knows wont hold my breath on that just be with me Lord all I ask thanks

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