wasn't really best burthdyit was mainly just me I cooked and had cupcakes mini ones and vanilla ice cream and gave myself to detach from evil punishment that jp and Gl has thrown at me and just say nothing and walk away if anything gets where I'm being called names like unstable and a thief when my mom has been as well. the letter from this other estate attorney that said mostly about being a thief about me that I should not get the house really when I'm the one here all the time no one else but I'm am done with the food part especially if no more in August and if have some left it will be small fl bring stuff and not much I was called by Gl and dav. that I am unstable and thief and that I shouldn't get most left from ML account when my own mother too can be unstable in some things and has stolen old age is not excuse. but my severe bipolar depression and unstable is part of it is not something I have given myself it is chemical imbalance that u got happened to me and go through it daily not something I created made up all in my head it's serious I'm questioning why I'm still alive here in earth when it continues to get worse especially with devil actions they have been shown to me by 3 people mother GL and BG it keeps getting worse and I've been homeless at least 2 or 3 times and not by camping as alternative and now when last parent passes away I could be again. I don't know if that' will for estate and any money left from the other one she did draft on where I'm completely out of will even if wasn't signed was possibly and there the ones who called me a thief pretty much in summing up and couldn't represent her anymore in giving me the estate and 75 25 ml account guess just hopefully T Johnson still has the old will on file there but who knows if they've dropped having represent her as well. it's ridiculous sad and shows me I never was wanted even if she said she did knowing this was going to happen to me where I would be homeless because of someone who just didn't get her way didn't want to be alone and lonely knowing I would get nothing when she passes is not a caring loving forgiving helpful would never hurt me kind of mother but she did she had ruined my life I have none now no relationship children job money possibly homeless no telling when or anything else they might try with me to ruin it more. I've seen no other copy of a will or ml information sign date or witness just a phone call between mother and DF where I get 75 and he 25 will it or is it that am I still that or am I 25 and he 75 who knows I'm lost there maybe she'll receive a call and will ask them then. it is what it is looks like that just stop representing her the other estate lawr. due to them being told I am a thief and unstable by DF and GL and I think jp went right along with it. but hopefully God no jl time please I've never done anything of this before I only did cause was agreed could order the food and rides it was set up and agreed with to do that as needed just wasn't in how much and when I received food stamps I stopped when find out I immediately admitted the truth I was misunderstood on how much to spend and Iade a mistake which I have learned never to do it again I now have my own account card on doordash and my EBT snap card and have only been using that monthly she has stolen my things before and threw them away and my food items and got me to participate in thiefving ways at a store some stores so it's not just me that has done some things I'm not proud of and I regret very much and have remorse but she too has been unstable and was a thief. she has Also emotionaly abuse neglect abandonment and manipulation to me since being in high 40s and 50s and some as a teenager from her husband too now she is just as bad as him now too. please God don't let me to any jl type thing or anything if prosecd. stuff don't think I can deal with all that would have to die if that happened it was a mistake we all mistakes I'm no way to where being perfect I have punished myself enough with when I had sleeping pills and liquid sleep medicine not doing what I wanted it maybe soon it will good luck with me may God comfort and be with me and make all evil disappear from me from a so callled family that seems fake and liar and user.

Hopefully the old will of T Johnson wasn't cancelled out where I get the whole estate which is the house the little house is mine the ML stupid account is 75 25 was said on a phone call from my mother too them if one of them calls she needs to make sure I get my part either 75 or 50 percent of it or why should I even try anymore to live period but knowing her and seems still not to trust her seems still the ML account is I'm afraid all to CP or Gl and BG because she's that mean and cruel and no caring but she is to eat food I got with part of last of food stamps seriously if t Johnson office says no longer will there with them or can't represent them cause Gl told them or DF told them I am a thief and unstable it would look like she would have to go with another estate attorney if she never changed it or called gl and DF it would have stayed the same but when someone is out to get you where you have nothing when person passes away when you are the one here why should I do anything else I don't have anything cant work a long hour full time or part time job because of my severe bipolar depression and my physical health and can't leave my house cause if I do long hours and periods of time my so called mother throws away my stuff takes my stuff and throws away that is a form of stealing and she has some unstable actions and issues as well. Here CP he doesn't want anything to do with her yet she puts him and Gl and BG on a draft will that isn't even signed witnessed or dated. I don't think she will even call so the best I can do is keep trying to find a way for me to die sooner than her with cremation vase that she will get and also have my koala bear right my the vase the student loan that's out there not paid cause I cannot no income needs to be taking care of by her jp so called mother and anything else that's left behind period. She has ruined my so called life since this adult age and total with her husband since teenager I didn't ask for her to have husband take a pill just to have me and was giving this parents when they could really care less they wanted the son and they got a son why didn't they give me up to someone where I could have a chance to have a life and can't date cause of her relationship go anywhere anything cause if it's not right here with her then she takes my stuff and throws them away that's a form of stealing and unstable as well the old age is not an excuse just like my bipolar depression doesn't seem to be a reliable excuse people calling you names your life ruined by someone you never thought would if the t Johnson doesn't still have will and it all is valid and she doesn't try to find another one then I am completely done with her I stay in my room don't want nothing to do with her and she can only eat little of the food and water. Cause I'm done with the fs too who would do this to someone she claimed to care and love it's devil getting in the family and them doing these things to me but I am not saying anything to her period I am done she again ruined my life even when she passes on but that little house is mine and so is the life insurance period they can just give me vase and I spread ashes somewhere I really don't want it with me the closeness as left there is none now and I want absolutely nothing to do with her period I'm here cause I don't have a choice period if I did have a choice it would not be here period