since she took everything from me that if I do live or I'm definitely dying when she dies or before if God decides I've tried with pills with sleep medicine and I'm still here from this day on I'm doing nothing and no talking or anything with her again she took everything away from me I'm doing the same far as only Myself no talking no nothing with her again and I'll stay in my room till 5 pm dinner time or later just depends the only contact will be for my one hundred check each month least she could do I'm 55 today 6/29 and I feel like 85 and severely depressed even more since I'm getting nothing when this evil one dies well I'm done in July if I do have food stamps I think a solid week no eating or drinking should hopefully make me die sooner than later we will try it and I'll save all my food stamps money from junes and July's and just getting little things just for me no more here when I don't get it anymore I will do the fasting of nothing starting sometime this month or July and definitely August. I'm not saying anything tomorrow and see if she calls t Johnson and put the will to keep as you had it where I get this whole house and ml left over money or 75 25 still to see if not 50 50 I deserve my part no matter what you had me you should at least do that the kept changing wills is just playing with me over and over so I will die especially taking my life I'm not going to try that even when I do even lately seems like God stops it why I hate myself my life period there's nothing for me in this earth period. it's been taken the emotional abuse from her the neglect and the manipulation not enough to destroy me damage and break me when I'm alive but she's going to do it when she dies too. it's not my duty anything to make her call t Johnson and crappy ML it's hers and she doesn't care so why should I of course I don't and didn't chose homeless but if you have nothing started really with nothing and see by a draft in will that she prefers those 3: people 2 of them evil alone with so called mother why should I do anything at all for her anymore it ends here today on a. birthday where I shouldn't even be here she won't even give me what I deserve when she dies even if to live so won't be homeless she doesn't care so why should I. I do not like her at all as a mother or person by any means I'm done doing anything I don't get much of anything when she passes according to what has been shown so why should I do anything period your making me homeless when you die I'm not doing anything for her and don't drink all my water need to save that think I'll get 2 in my room closet if still get 100 each month she'll need to go cause don't trust her she's stolen my stuff and thrown them away and if I'm alive June 2026 she has to go to Monroe NC place for my State id since Dont trust her with not going cause what she has done to me specifically and the very least she could do and will do is I am here till one of us dies guess got no choice but just deal with it my life is gone no life so when you've been homeless before mainly because of her guess will have to again I don't trust her at all but for sure that little house is mine period and since what she's caused and done to me she will have it paid to be moved away from here when Time comes period she brought me into this crappy world to I don't feel anything anymore I've pushed it so far down it's nothing left anymore just like my life I'm just here cause no where else to go and is my little house still here and my lavender room not for the person by no means there's no way I'm helping anyone who destroys my life and then worse when she passes on who does that bring a child into this world to just prefer the other child and show the 1st one which is me doesn't care about you really emotional abuse. neglect abandonment and manipulation all in this from her better safer and protected by God in my room or little house period what she going to do today birthday try and destroy it more cannot it's already broken damaged and destroyed I'm only here and surviving because of God and Jesus Christ never with her I won't completely nothing to do with her period no happy birthday nothing that's a joke and she is too take your devil actions and your part of devil somewhere else I'm done I want nothing more to do with you but what I deserve that's the 100 a month and this house definitely little house and my part I deserve no matter what cause you had. to have me and shouldn't have and I know that evil Diane Sullivan was in this house that one evening at 6 pm hiding in your room cause I heard talking it's evil and weird sees that didn't work seems like she wanted nothing to do with her anymore meaning my crappy biological mother that's evil you put 3 people in the draft then try and deal with that just leave me alone pretend I'm not here I do that all time with her I pretend no one is here but me she's just paying which she should after she caused me no life and severely depressed detach and staying away I'm leaving one water in kitchen rest in my room tired of her drinking most all of them and that girl trinket thing I gave I'm putting it in my little house on shelf