she keeps trying to be fake knowing I'm sick and asks if ok like nothing is wrong it is the virus and from stress in why I am sick due to you changing that will several times with me either off of it or get less cause she didn't get the she wants it between us well I'm done in being concerned and confused about it I'll just live it up to God then and will do nothing except my check 100 dollars on 17th of month and just get the state id card and that's it she has to go cause she messes with my stuff and I can't have her doing that whoever dies first we will see hopefully me putting it all in God's hands all of it course doesn't bother her doesn't effect her just have to continue to pretend she isn't here and hopefully one of my diseases I'll die from guess the devil will keep doing this and bring it's clan or whatever but just leaning on God I cannot control the will wish I could but if I don't see the document that has my name on it then those no need to speak or do anything anymore I'm only waiting for my death and I'm not here for her cannot be God do you have her here still alive to make sure everything is good in the will for me I wonder I don't trust her or any of her so called family