seems it gets worse before anything gets better. was not liking or getting not happy if those 3 people show up cause they don't make my depression or feelings any better in fact it gets worse so hopefully theyll never show up here again one can only hope good luck with that hopefully God can help me stay detached and no one meaning them will bother me be in presence of where I am cause bad and evil vibes doesn't help me at all. I have all these bad health problems yet I am still here don't get it and why do I have to still be here. its the aroutic valve scoliosis arthritis flu symptoms constantly liver disorder eye sight getting worse knees bad from bad arthritis and would think one of these would not let me live anymore but unfortunately I am still here no matter what I have or do. I'm trying to survive and make best of it but having a hard time in doing that especially not only physical but the mental is extremely bad where I just want to sleep until death just sleep and sleep and do nothing anymore I have a hard time even wanting to have to go to bank to Dollar tree wherever i have to go and next year stare id to get hopefully i won't have to do these things too much longer wish there was a way to get things like bank deposits without going in the bank doesn't seem to be that i know of or can do. oh well good luck to me give me strength just to be able to do dollar tree and bank. ordering from store like on doordash is very mentally not great either hopefully if don't get august snap food stamps I won't have to do anything anymore just sleep and who knows about food I can't get upset or worried or concerned about that it is what it is maybe I can still order from doordash with maybe the 100 a month I still get but it won't be much and I'll order my creams soap lotion toothpaste conditioner and hair color and liquid sleep medicine from same store on doordash but just won't be as much if in august no more food stamps benefits things don't always last forever. guess I'll call around July 17 after get those benefits to find out about august benefits get my case worker and leave a message with either before July 17 or on July 17

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