now the attorneys that deal with ML account and estate is no longer to be with you as a client saying putting me as for the estate and ml account would be a mistake and that had to do best for his client so it's done and she gave me the paper to tear up there is a way I could be homeless when she passes on unless the will had not been signed it was a draft but he is saying could not change it or represent her anymore so for me it's best don't talk to her or anyone don't trust her at all these are the devilious ways from her and Gl had something to do it with this well at least I'm here for now right God I think it is Time for me to die or something near death cause why do you have me waiting God when this keeps happening I have forgiveness from you but seems not this continuing to make me homeless with nothing people make mistakes and misunderstandings and now im being punished from people now God the birth mother you never should have given me to again until I see that I get the house well definitely do little house it is mine no doubt with that I can just hope that the estate which is this house is good that I will get it and if not 75! percent than at least half and half 50 and 50 something like that just for being her daughter and being here which never showed have been now it's like I'm having to deal with the circumstances from people I lean on you God help me through this please I did not make her put me or anything it is just I should get the house due to me being here and then maybe you should do the 50 50 type then if not 75 25 even I would be fine if 25 it's ridiculous I'm done with trying anymore hopefully I'll be dead soon it's what she would want anyway but I know God doesn't want