its all confusing she called Tony j office and the lady answered and mom asked if everything is the same no changes and the lady said no changes on the will there so why is it at ML place they have with her estate and pa it was changed to 3 people I just don't care for one never here never wants anything to do with us period one she never speaks to over one where I'm still in the house so I should least get it and my share or rightful share of ML 75 percent and this house and life insurance it's all I care about not power of attorney just ones I said above so where is the copy of that and says it, it's very confusing I'm just hoping I'll die first I keep trying but I'm still here unfortunately because of mainly her to have me when she could have put me up for adoption or better yet aborted me cause I know who she really wanted was the son and that's never going to change I just thought no matter what I would at least get my fair share in the will but I'm not seeing that so where is the will the final will changes not the old one the new one. I heard her speaking to yucky DF at ML and I know I'm 75 percent her son 25 but where is it and where is the one doing the estate one that says me as getting the house and maybe,2nd would be her son or BG and LG really she never cared that i was going to be homeless it is like she has showed me over and over again that if I don't do what the way she wants something done then I'm off the will don't see her doing that to those 3 people I'm tired and sick I do want to die but on my time and way the way she has done me she doesn't get to get me doing anything period anymore who does that takes someone off the will because I was trying to see if could make it and I couldn't because of this bad depression that she partly caused me over the emotional abuse neglect and manipulation I will be in this house when she dies and after it is mine and little house too and I will sell it and go to the extended stay apartments to Live out rest of my so called life if I am still here and get life insurance and a small will just to be cremated and by a vase my stuffed animal koala bear and anything left leave all to my daughter and if I don't die first I better have the estate this house and my part in ML which is cause unfortunately I am here would be 75 percent he 25 her son the others showed I got nothing I wasn't on it anywhere but I would stay right in the little house if I need to clean up I would use certain wipes deodorant and would have water bottles pretty much for my hair and to drink and conditioner to leave in and dry shampoo and my camping stuff for camping too she still left CP in will even when he isn't here no where to be found in his own life nothing to do with her or me and she still left him everything and LG and BG were the other ones and on power of attorney ones. she has shown me that is has devil ways and her 2 side kicks too which not be surprised at all if she ever calls them just leave me alone I've been through a lot and still would be she says things and most of the time they aren't true by next week if don't see any of those copies of the updated will with my name on it as primary especially with this house I get and the little house and my part in ML and life insurance she just left me that on other will which is only 10,000 should have been one for 25,000 but least she left something just some of it the 10,000 was just going to cremation that's around 200 dollars and I would have only got 8 thousand and something left over seriously and I would be homeless again at around whenever how old I would be I don't care for birthdays anymore just would hopefully be gone dead but looks like God isn't letting that happen and I want to know why it can't be for her cause she ruined any kind of life I could have had and she was going to make me homeless again but only leaving me the life insurance I did here that I was still primary for that but mainly what I wanted and will get I at least deserve this estate the house even if I wasnt here but if I wasn't here I know she would have left me just life insurance and no place to live till I sell this house absolutely not the relationship is broken not close anymore after knowing she did that if God you are still keeping me here I want to see the updated will you tell them you want it mailed to you meaning my so called mom wants it mailed to her knowing she did that to me isn't something I can forget I know God I should and have to forgive but I don't forget it shows and tells me when know who she prefers just they want nothing to do with her so I'm like the back up last she has seems it's always been that way just shows now it truly is so if I still have to keep surviving I don't know why but God wants me to I'm not doing much with her I'm hoping food stamps does end cause it's getting old doing it even if it's just ordering doordash on my EBT card and my visa card from my bank of FC nothing to do with her I learned my lesson but apparently she hasnt well she will continue to give me my 100 dollars checks each month for now 17th each month in Aug if no food stamps then 1st week of each month. on the 6/17 date at 1230 she called the lawr. for ML I think and I heard her say that she wanted me on the will as primary and she said good with finances and to get the estate I guess power of attorney too don't really care on that one just want my 75 percent or my fair share and this estate the house and sell everything in it mostly for attic sale she doesn't and did care that I would be homeless again if she left it the other way cause loneliness she acts that way even when I'm here because I want to be alone how hard is it for her to understand I suffer all the time and more so now with this bad depression and mostly because of her what she has shown and done to me so from now on just will be little amounts of groceries mainly for me but always s lot of liquids she has caused all these issues not me she chose to leave me at the time with just the life insurance no with the estate or ml account which is all I want the house and little house will be is mine I will at least have a roof over my head if I have to stay alive unfortunately since God keeps stopping me from taking my life because of this bad depression eating me up inside mainly because of her not all but mainly and her husband the relationship will never be the same it's guarded and I don't trust her she has devil ways and she knows it along with her 2 side kicks. so by first of next week if no updated will documents not arrived in mail she'll need to call them and say that she needs them to mail her the updated document and I will need to hold on to it so when she passes I will know who I have to call but it was called and said at 1230 on 6/17;with the estate and power of attorney lawyer that I get the house. little house cause it's my room in here and my little house and my tv area I'm only here but even if I wasn't should have still left me equally in will since you had me and kept me no adoption or abortion