I think it is best I don't talk or have anything to do with this so called mother shes abandoned me several times I'm only here cause have no where else to go maybe she wants me to commit suicide actions of her have shown that telling ML place that wants to leave me the most of ML account and says see how it goes leave for now that's not a mother who cares about their daughter no wonder I wasn't a good mom cause I didn't have it or good father promised I would never have to go through being homeless again and now just not sure I believe or trust anyone from this point only just putting everything with God I'm done talking or doing anything with or for this person again I will stay in my room till death and till she goes to bed at night I'm done she keeps over and over changing will now I'm just not sure if I'll get anything I'm done I don't want to be around her talk or anything anymore just leave me alone until I die or whatever I'm done believing anything she says I expected the worse then I can try and better survive I'm pretending she isn't here the room is just a closed door right now I think she is trying to get me to leave but it's not happening not till I die or she does I want nothing to do with her ever again unless it's to write a check for 100 dollars that she will continue and this house is mine and the LI and part of the ML too it's what I deserve just for you having to have had me when I showed have been adopted or aborted. I see now it is true family can turn on you and that's what is going on here.what I did that mistake and misunderstanding about the ML account was agreed that could you for Uber eats and for rides and asked one of the people at ML to set up it on her account and she agreed to the only misunderstanding was the amount up to spend on it and now im being punished by so called mother and Gl and Bl whp else you getting CP who wants nothing to do with anything with you due to actions shown now I know what abandonment is about she's really losing it and being fake well so can I. I will act better faker meaning if I see my name is on the will and that it is legal and signed until I see that I do not want to be talked to bothered or anything you do you and i me meaning just survive no matter what. why am i still alive there is no way its because of her not a. chance dear God she keeps changing this stupid will and all don't know what is real or not it's all over the place and I'm tired of it and I know it's because I'm unstable suicidal bipolar but wonder why part of it is because of the parents I had to get and wish didn't at all so to me I have no family I don't want anything to do with her and her crazy ways from old age leave me alone period