I still don't understand about this estate I thought the will from estate attorney and s ML account are 2 different things has nothing to do with the estate not sure there and not sure if this is just telling me lies to make me not talk about it anymore oh well who knows just I may not still be alive then let's hope so God because I cannot handle anything else I'm sick and weak physically and mentally just a mess just would like to go sooner than later but guess God will keep stopping me dont know why I don't want to be around when this happens it's too confusing and too much I've and are punishing myself enough why do I have to be punished by those people ML people that don't know me at all going by what was said with jp and Gl who knows if I get anything but life insurance only but who knows with anything else may be a set up seems looking that way a word by phone that she said I get 75 and CP 25 is that really valid I'm confused looking like no how ML is would be I get nothing not house or anything I just do not know hopefully seems no trust and unsure God please let me die before any of this happens I can't keep going on like this it's too much

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