i have found from researching online that she has emotionally abused me, manipulated me and neglected me she has changed that will several times to either give me very little or none at all so since she has done that with those 3 individuals then she can deal with those 3 individuals I'm done I'm dying slowly I know wish it was sooner believe me I have tried this house is mine I don't care what is written in will I have been the one here and only here for my room tv and Internet and the little house is definitely mine I don't care about her stupid ML account as long as I get a fair part of it for her having me instead of adoption or abortion she has really ruined my life a lot of this terrible depression is from the so called parents I had that have really hurt, disregarded me treated me like a mistake even though I know I am God keeps saying that I am not and stops me each time from trying to take my own life I am barely surviving due to a person I never thought would do what she has done to me did I want absolutely nothing to do with her she atay her area I will mine and I give God about all this will stuff and death and homeless if I am still alive when she dies hopefully I won't be i have I think suffered and survived enough I know I came into this world with nothing and will live it with nothing too looks like I don't trust her I don't know who that person is but I will definitely be here till she dies or I do she's done enough but wouldn't be surprised if she did anything else before death im giving all this to you God I'm done with trying to fight care or anything is what it is I just have to believe God will help me through and guide me cause this house and little house is mine I'm the one unfortunately has been here since I have no where else to go no money family or friends just my stuffed animal koala bear God and my room and my little house pop up tent and will. get my sleeping bag, sleeping pad says to have for camping. she can never take any of those things from me she has to go with me to only needed places I have to go cause I don't trust her at all who throws away someone else's belongings like that it is invasion of privacy and mean and cruel you have already left me with nothing how much more do you want to take from me you shown me that the son is who you really wanted not a daughter me so you shall have just live me alone don't talk or anything to or anything with me I'm done with the emotional neglect abuse and manipulation. don't ask me for anything it isn't going to happen hopefully in August when done with snap then I can prepare my death better with no eating and barely drinking water or my Gatorades ginger ale or cranberry juice I've at my last limit of the mistreatment. just don't talk or anything with me let me at peace and a peaceful death in my own room that you have caused this by showing me you only used me and when I didn't stay put here you changed the will to 3 people 2 of them evil and mean just want you in a nursing home which I wish too in a way but it would just bring me to homeless again since she lies and probably wouldn't give me part of house that would be for sale. I guess there is a lot of people out there that were abandoned neglected manipulated by their parents that shown they don't really want you if you call on people especially the 2 I really don't care for at all and you know this and don't care that is a form of making more trouble for me and manipulating me again and again i see why now no more church for her cause of what she continues to put me through i want nothing absolutely nothing to do with her i dont care anymore just dont speak to me unless to write the 100 dollars check since i cant work or do anything cause of what you've done and put me through I still don't know why I am still here God it certainly isn't for this so called mother. I'm done with worrying about homeless again or the abandonment she did and has done to me the neglect emotionally and the emotional abuse I am done feeling so guess didn't work it's just seems like part of the devil he can come through in the family and has and won't work cause i have god always right there like he is now i give this all to you god to help me making sure i dont end up homeless again i dont feel mentally able to work after ive been beated down so much mentally i just dont feel anything anymore take care of each other ha ha that's a laugh. until I see that updated will with my name first on there and I get the house and my share of the stupid ML account I want nothing to do with her or say anything to I'm done with the emotional abuse from her I'm better off alone and don't bother me period or talk to me period you are a liar and fake and a abandonment neglected manipulated person and you have done enough now I give it all to God don't care anymore about stupid will hopefully I'll be dead before any of this even happens. what a sorry excuse for a mother no wonder I couldn't be one a good one didn't have good tools that taught me it just bad ways she has chosen several times those 3 people ok then well live me alone and I'll at least be here till she goes or I die which I'm hoping it's me I don't really want to stick around to see when she goes after what she has done to me caused me to be and put me through I'm done with it all I'm giving it all to you God keep her weird behaviors not around me I do envy Rachel she had a great mom never would have done what my so called mom did I guess not everyone is lucky in family picking oh well I sure wasn't. either I see the will that says my name on it for sure or no talking to me bother me or do anything with me I'm done getting treated like this I give it all to you God the things about her will my homeless situation that could happen again because of her my health and trying to survive and stay alive when I am at rock bottom still just need your help God cause I can't anymore care fight or anything I'm done just want to be alone not bothered or talk to or be around goodbye to this so called mom and any relationship with her it's all in your hands God