will see if give 100 month or is it 200 month to give to me since cannot work at least could work for her personal assistant, hair cutter, house manager, cook, secretary and light caregiver duties will see when get back Monday will discuss when we walk if not just do very lightly then till death about store. and save what I have for pop up tent, sleeping bag or use my chair and blanket or if not then re due the storage house and sweep and clean it. that's me numb with it all. she probably won't do it so I will go light on duties to help her. remember God said we both help each other not Just one help.

We will see if help each other not just one, see if can give me 100 or 200 dollars a month for hair cutting personal assistant secretary light caregiver duties and house manager that way don't have to write more checks for hotel times on holidays just once. If not then just go lightly on all this and just walk and 2 months to store than monthly.and will fix storage house for day hang out. Cause God said both help out each other not one. 

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