well here I am again still alive. I hope that my mother hasn't changed the will to Chris more and me less or both equal and kept it as I get all on the will part which is house, life insurance stuff in house so I could sell house cause 75 percent of whatever is in ML acct not sure how much that is. still shocked by CP getting 25 percent and putting LG and BG and CP as power of attorney that's why I can't trust her I was gone at the time on vacation and seeing if I could get a job and live in hotels or extended stay or in town suites and I couldn't due to this severe bipolar depression and no vehic

Also no vehicle either I would just have Lyft, bus or taxi as transportation. I still just surviving and still cannot trust my so called family who would have thought she would do that change everything who knows when she dies that will is same and not changed I dont know and that down sit well with me but she said she swears hasn't changed the will thats already been done i dont see anything around here to show if it has if so i better get my part or mosr and this house cause i am the one whose been here not CP i just have a feeling it waa changed too. That is why our closeness we did have is gone I tread very lightly hope for best prepare for worst hopefully maybe I'll die too when she does or before then I want have to deal with any of it. Good luck to me be with me God if she has changed the will part which is this house and items in it and life insurance far as what is truth is that I get life insurance and 75 percent of ML and CP is 25 percent still don't get that since never sees him this is why our relationship will never be close again cause she betrayed my trust and just cause I wasn't there and she thought I wasn't coming back but I said if it doesn't work to get a job and go to either in town suites or extended stay apt type living then I would be back she was even going to go to nursing home and sell house and what I was going to be stranded and have nothing she swore to me and God that I would get half of the house whatever it sold for I decided not to do hotels anymore because it wasn't helping me pretty much nothing really is at this point. Sometime she'll need to call the lawyers office TJ and make sure the will is still the same as when she first did it and if not then fix it that it would be, it's too bad that I cannot trust her but I don't so she'll need to call the lawyer office and make sure I'm still one who gets all the house and things inside and anything else needed as well. I'm wondering if the 75 and 25 is more than just ML it's the will too I need to know cause I do not trust that she didn't change it too.