This isn't.tited this is Melissa Preslar my mom Judi preslar. If found this and me then your see I'm not alive. Sorry but couldn't go on. Pain too much. Please call her 704 545 3083 on this phone if she doesn't know the number won't answer and you may have to call 911 and take my dead body away I guess to the morgue. Sorry had to be here but just couldn't hang on anymore tried everything I could but just couldn't so make sure cancel rest of reservation cause dead cannot do it. To mother too make sure fifth third and first citizens banks are closed accounts and anything else either pay or cancel. Make sure Emily Madison Riley Preslar pepper gets all money I was going to receive from mother at least could be for her and that I love her always even if didn't love myself or had showing how to be a good parent or independent human being. And the depression just took over me severely. I just have hung on long enough if not at here hotels then at home somehow it's got to work I need to shut the pain out