she wants me to leave and I'm not I will go to my little house before leaving don't have enough to go. if this. was way this was going to be should have never had me or any children for that matter. I am never going anywhere till death when that happens then I will go to in town suites or extended stay no more running away to pain as homeless but sometimes I feel like maybe that's the only thing that's going to kill me. is it true can you go into a nursing home any of them for just being lonely seems shes still not great still being same God as before who she going to call when she does get a phone I wonder. but whatever I'll go lock in my little house that should help she wanted to go to nursing home when I wasn't here wow. it's my little house and I'm staying there or move it or give me my part of house to go to extended stay or in town suites, no need for pol. cause we knew misunderstanding and a mistake part her fault too. more her fault the homeless thing. what is this back and forth games to play really

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