She swares that the will is still that I get everything but I'm done no more family period they seem the worst and out to get me I've had enough I knew the son was who they really wanted I was just kept cause shouldn't abort a child back then they didn't but even if God never makes mistakes this is right the place to be. life insurance and this house and that will better be mine but just in case not no more doing anything with a so called mother who does this evil thing when her daughter just went a little longer stay vacation. oh yes the little house is mine too. don't have anything else not taking everything away from me. I had tried over and over to commit suicide and I'm still here. I think she's mean, not s mother, old, non caring and ridiculous I'm here stuck who does this to someone, ok I was gone yes but it was a vacation if still had money I would still be there or in town suites. what am I supposed to do now be stuck here and wait for my death guess that's it. no more walks more store I'll just go why should I God after she free up draft documents to have aunt, uncle, brother for power of attorney who does this only out to hurt the daughter I'm done with emotions and caring I'll have my pop up tent for when have to go live and camp or my little house after a few hotel nights maybe first she was going in nursing home which would and the power attorney draft set up who does that seriously well whatever hopefully I will die before her. but I just can't with suicide thing not at lack of trying, they just seem to be trying to push me over the edge. but I'm done with feeling done with even having a family this is just a not close family member I have to stay with cause I have no one else and no where to go

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