she said she would agree if food stamps benefits ends that she would do 200 a month instead of 100 and she said all needed was me to be there nothing towards store or walking. and she did agree worded that if put house up for sale and sold it I would get half and I would be taking care of not homeless again for 3rd time. and the little house is mine cannot have that. she agreed that too by word. I cook a little house manager housekeeping duties to my bathroom and room spray sheets, fitness coordinator some, personal shopper, secretary and personal assistant, light security duties for neighborhood and decorator assistant so should get at least 100 a month. will see what happens with those 3 people hopefully will leave me alone and hopefully God will always be with me even i really hard times which has been mostly. I'm sick again still this starting week threw up 5 times seems from stress and wandering if I have to survive again is she be truthful or is it just saying words. I feel I'm the back up cause I have no life I'm second to who she really wants help from and I feel it's hard for me to help when I'm surviving barely trying for myself when I don't want to. nobody seems to get it just seems they think pills and a psychologist but did that and I'm still in pain still hurting still wandering why everyday I have to suffer while a lot u see don't