she keeps saying did she pay for this hotel time and answer the same it was a check she wrote me who would of thought had to use most all of it. have to save for Lyft rides and the state id in Jan or dec 2025 or 2026. at least have food stamps till 8/3/25. mental depression is really hard maybe not being alone would help seems hotels are helpful either and save for pop up tent I did learn I like camping, it's homeless shelters are and can be a little scary, could be noisy. when your a mistake you just accept any treatment pretty much. good luck but this is what God is bringing me to do and staying cause have no where else to go and I cannot think straight health not great, no vehicle cannot afford to keep the last one I had. I've lost about everything so I am pretty much the bottom don't need anymore hopefully I will die soon sometime has to work somehow where I don't have to feel pain anymore